I was supposed to be photographing a tranquil waterfall today, but because there was no falling water, I had to move to a location which didn’t really intrigue me or give me time to contemplate my life decisions, nevertheless, it was pretty fun when I finally got to photograph families and they’re magical moments. I asked them to be silly with me and they went along for the ride! This location wasn’t terrible, it just gave me a lot of alone time, I had a lot of things running through my head, for instance my current situation…to stay or not to stay.
I’ve been thinking about my future a lot, lately. Of course being here would be great for my future because it could open a lot of doors, but what if it doesn’t and I stay in the same field for a long time with the fear of not enjoying what I do for the rest of my life. Going back to tiny town would give me the chance to be somewhere familiar and a place where I love to be. I didn’t always believe that. Maybe I need to be the water to my tiny town??
Does that make sense? Anyone? Bueller?